actually dont really know how to begin..
my life is getting worst..
really dont have idea what is actually happen to me..
i seems so far from my dad
i know y..
i know definitely y my dad seems sulk with me..
this is bcoz of my result..
i got 2.68 alhamdulillah
but mayb he just cant accept that..
i'm calling him but he dont pick it up..
i just really don have any other idea y he behave like that..
i'm feeling guilt now..
seems like i'm the one should b blame..
seems like i'm doing the stupid big mistakes..
APA YANG TERJADI??
ADAKAH AKU YG SALAH >????
ITU ADALAH PERKARA YG TERBAIK YG BLEH AKU BUAT PD MASA INI..
I'LL FIGHT FROM NOW..
I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY SO MUCH..
IM WAITING FOR HIS CALL FOR 4 DAYS ALREADY..
DAD FORGIVE ME IF IM WRONG..
DONT PUNISH ME LIKE THIS
I LOVE U..
PLEASE DO CALL ME..
I DONNO WAT ELSE TO DO
I CAN FOCUS IF I'M HAUNTED WITH THIS GUILT FEELING...
I READY TO ADMIT THAT I WAS WRONG..
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN...I CAN SAY ALL BECOZ OF ME..
IM DOING MISTAKES EVERYDAY N MAYBE ALLAH ALSO IS PUNISHING ME FORM MY WRONGDOING..
I REALLY HOPE MY DAD WILL CALL ME SOONER OR LATER BCOZ I REALLY NEED HIM...
I REALLY WANNA ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM HIM..
DAD I'M SO SORRY FOR LETTING U DOWN..N CANNOT GIVE U WHAT U R REALLY HOPING FOR..
FOR THIS SEM..
I'M GOING TO FIGHT..
I'M GOING TO SHOW THAT I'M NOT THAT STUPID...
INSYAALLAH..I WILL ASK ALLAH TO HELP ME EVERY MINUTE N SECONDS..
SO THAT MY LIFE WILL B BLESSED AND I WILL B MORE PREPARED TO FACE THE CHALLENGES...INSYAALLAH!!!!!